WHO AM I ?

At the time of writing this, currently I am 20 years of age and I am growing up in Estonia. ( That’s in eastern Europe. )

I’m a very specific type of person. I find myself as a person of endless possibilities. I feel and see things quite differently from a “normal social viewpoint”. I’m very pragmatic, respectful, open-minded and kind. I’ find those 4 qualities to be what I am, in my soul, in my thinking and in the way I act.

When I was young, around age 4–6, I was quite a happy child. My family was doing okay, living paycheck to paycheck and I grew up in a 1-bedroom apartment until I reached the age of going to school. My brother is 7 years older than me, he’s a good friend and a good brother. A very kind and peaceful, knowledgeable person. In kindergarden I was a bright child ; speaking, writing and math were all quite easy for me. Our family took a loan and moved in to a 3 bedroom apartment when I turned 7 and was ready to go to school. Well, technically I went to school when I was 6, because the kindergarden decided that I was smart enough and didn’t need to spend an extra year there. So I started growing up and I was put to school, 1st grade.

In school, problems raised. I was a bit weirder than others, that pissed off my parents a lot, because the teachers would complain about me being rowdy, unfocused etc.. I didn’t really make a lot of friends and bullying ensued, I put on weight and I became the “fat kid” in my class ( more or less in our school actually.. ). My parents started to… be different. Alcohol and money-problems became a thing daily, luckily there wasn’t much violence, besides psychological terror. Which is still pretty bad, but oh well. I won’t even dive into my parents that much, they we’re just lost people with bad decisions. This is more about me anyways. So our family got a computer.. and oh I was thrilled.

I lived a life full of escapism. Probably over 10,000 hours behind the computer before I reached the age of 18. Day and night, that was the place where I let my mind be free and reach out to information I was thrilled to seek. Sure, a big part of it was useless videos on Youtube, rather brain-dead video games and so forth. But I am most grateful for the internet, because of how much I could just ask and receive answers. The internet doesn’t stop talking…

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